I Cannot Do It” Change This Thought Of the Day Some of the lines which I had earlier understood in one way, today my perspective about them has changed. As we started taking in information, the soul was getting filled with wisdom. The thinking started to change, and when that happens, the perspective towards everything we see changes. It is a very natural process. That is because every point of knowledge has depth in it. We also can check as we move forward in the journey. Today we will understand that quote according to the depth of knowledge we have as of now. If we read the same quote next year, we will have a different perspective then. There will be more depth to it at that time. Because the depth of wisdom inside is increasing. So we will be able to better understand the depth of situations in the outer world. I was thinking about one of my favourite songs yesterday. Now when I listen to it, I connect it with God. That makes a huge difference. Because thought process has changed. Thought process and perceptions have changed. So now we see the same things with different perspective. I like a particular line where rain is requested to not pour so heavily that my friend cannot come to meet me. But once the person is here, force so heavily that the person cannot leave. I was not connecting this to God that once I meet God, it should rain so heavily that God should not be able to go back. Beautiful. When it makes such a difference, how does it feel? This is how you started feeling. When the feelings change the vibrations radiate to the body and that also changes. Our Energy field itself is changing. This is, shifting from body consciousness to Soul consciousness. It is difficult to put into words, about how it feels. See this is transformation. What effort had to be made to achieve this transformation? You kept taking information which filled the soul. Sometimes we say – But even now I got angry 5 times. It came down from 500 to 5. We have to see how much my way of Thinking, living, being, way of perceiving, way of seeing what I am becoming – such a big shift. And it happened in just a few years. We had believed that none of these will change. And now with just a little awareness and effort, there is so much change already. It means changing our habits and perspectives is very easy. It becomes a natural way to do it. We should never say that it cannot change. This one line becomes a huge barrier. We saw last time that vibration creates reality. But the vibrations like – this habit is difficult to change, other people can do it – these are barriers. Just flow, let it happen.
Some of the lines which I had earlier understood in one way, today my perspective about them has changed.
As we started taking in information, the soul was getting filled with wisdom.
The thinking started to change, and when that happens, the perspective towards everything we see changes.
It is a very natural process.
That is because every point of knowledge has depth in it.
We also can check as we move forward in the journey. Today we will understand that quote according to the depth of knowledge we have as of now.
If we read the same quote next year, we will have a different perspective then.
There will be more depth to it at that time.
Because the depth of wisdom inside is increasing.
So we will be able to better understand the depth of situations in the outer world.
I was thinking about one of my favourite songs yesterday. Now when I listen to it, I connect it with God.
That makes a huge difference.
Because thought process has changed.
Thought process and perceptions have changed. So now we see the same things with different perspective.
I like a particular line where rain is requested to not pour so heavily that my friend cannot come to meet me. But once the person is here, force so heavily that the person cannot leave.
I was not connecting this to God that once I meet God, it should rain so heavily that God should not be able to go back.
Beautiful.
When it makes such a difference, how does it feel?
This is how you started feeling.
When the feelings change the vibrations radiate to the body and that also changes.
Our Energy field itself is changing.
This is, shifting from body consciousness to Soul consciousness.
It is difficult to put into words, about how it feels.
See this is transformation.
What effort had to be made to achieve this transformation?
You kept taking information which filled the soul.
Sometimes we say – But even now I got angry 5 times.
It came down from 500 to 5.
We have to see how much my way of Thinking, living, being, way of perceiving, way of seeing what I am becoming – such a big shift.
And it happened in just a few years.
We had believed that none of these will change.
And now with just a little awareness and effort, there is so much change already.
It means changing our habits and perspectives is very easy.
It becomes a natural way to do it.
We should never say that it cannot change. This one line becomes a huge barrier.
We saw last time that vibration creates reality. But the vibrations like – this habit is difficult to change, other people can do it – these are barriers.
Just flow, let it happen.
The transformation process is going on so we should not put a barrier and stop it.
We say – I will try, let me see, not sure if I will be successful, I may not be able to do it but still I will try, let me see – these are such weak words to use.
They are not just weak words are weak thoughts. They are barriers to our transformation.
It is not just about using these words. We are creating a barrier for ourselves.
However slow our journey is
Let us not create a barrier road blockage along the path.
It does not matter what the pace of the journey is.
Let us not create barriers by using such words.
Remove the barriers and create words which will speed up the journey.
Let us start believing and saying – it is very simple, it is a beautiful experience, this is so easy, I can do it, I have done it so many times in the past
Look at the difference between the set of thoughts and earlier set of thoughts. They will make a difference in our reality.
Once we get an equation, we need to hold on to it.
Let me read out what I found.
If you are still holding on to anger, mistrust or sadness from the past
You will project those to anyone new who will come into your life.
Resentment doesn’t protect you from anything but it does prevent you from connecting deeply with people who try to love you in the future
Heal your heart not just for you, but for everyone who comes across your future path.
There is so much depth to this.
Resentment, sadness, anger and mistrust.
From the past, it is not in my life right now.
If there is resentment or hatred or mistrust or anger or sadness about anyone from the past
That relationship and that situation may not even exist right now.
It was only a past.
That was your past but the line says you are projecting it on people who are with you now.
And it says you need to heal your heart, which means heal your soul
Not just for yourself but for the people who love you now.
And for those people who will come into your path in future.
Sometimes when we look at our life we say these things happened in the past. Our present is fine.
There are no problems in our relationships today.
Today the people around me are very nice and my relationship with them is beautiful.
We say – But my relationship with that one person in the past was not good.
We even say – That was my bitter past.
The line says – from the past it will get projected into the future.
It happened with one person but it will project on somebody else.
Why does it happen? Because we have held onto it here.
We have held onto it within, although that situation is not present in our life right now.
Maybe it will not even come again in future.
It is a closed chapter.
But the resentment mistrust, anger and sadness are not healed.
They are not released so they are a part of our vibrations.
Everything here is a part of our vibrations.
And the line says – it will stop people who love you – it will stop them from coming closer to you.
Which means that if a past experience is bitter.
It will not let our present be as beautiful as it would have otherwise been.
Our present and future are very beautiful.
But past was bitter
Now it says release and heal.
We feel the situation is over long back, it is finished.
What is to be done now without when it is over?
Even if it is over we need to release it and heal it.
How to heal and release?
How to do it? As we have discussed earlier in this series, what do we do in the mornings?
We need to create a meditation commentary for ourselves.
We need to create a personal Mantra.
First with the understanding of why I should do this.
Any pain that is present here because of recent past or from long ago.
That wound can be either from this birth or from a past birth.
But if we have held onto something
God teaches us a beautiful lesson – when you are doing meditation every morning
After the meditation is completed, invoke all the souls to whom you had inflicted any pain, across all of your past births and the present birth.
Invoke them, seek forgiveness and let go of the pain from the mind.
They are not in our life right now, and we don’t even know who they were and what the issue was.
But I, the soul, emerge all those souls with whom I had an unpleasant experience.
There is a custom also followed during Shraadh (ritual performed on a person’s death anniversary). With folded hands we pray to known and unknown people, and feed them that day.
In Jainism, there is an annual ritual to seek apology from people for any mistakes made knowingly or unknowingly.
They ask everyone for forgiveness.
It is very beautiful to ask for forgiveness from everybody.
But in meditation we are seeking forgiveness from people whom we don’t even know.
Even in the Shraadh ceremony, this is done – where forgiveness is sought from people whom we don’t know.
Suppose I had a conflict with you in one of my past births – as resentment or anger.
Suppose I have not met you in this birth.
But there is the soul with whom I had a conflict.
Sometime or the other, that soul is going to come in front of me.
Because it is in my past Karmic account, it has to come in front of me either today, tomorrow or after few years.
Right now that Karmic account has not yet come.
But it is already created.
So every morning after meditation even if we say one line
Emerge all the souls in front of God – doesn’t matter in which birth I had a conflict or did wrong – emerge all those souls
Because of which I have held onto pain
Today I release.
It is not in my present but I am releasing it from here.
This are very subtle things and are very delicate.
But their impact and their result are both very deep.
As that line says – if we do not release the past, the present will not be as beautiful as it would have been otherwise.
Your relationships will not be as beautiful as they could have been.
Because pain is present in your vibration, in your Aura.
Why are people opting for aura healing today?
They go for aura cleansing because there is a blockage in the Energy field.
Suppose we go for aura cleansing and somebody does our cleansing
There is therapy so people can do aura cleaning.
They cleaned our aura, but how was the aura created?
Suppose you are here. Everything that is recorded here – literally everything – will create your Aura.
And whatever is here, the energy is getting radiated to your body.
So there is one aura here which reflects the quality of here.
And there is another aura around the body.
Because of holding onto something here, there could be blockages in the Aura.
When we go to healer or a therapist for aura cleansing, they will do it.
Aura got cleaned but what about the soul? That is not yet cleaned.
It is beautiful that the aura is cleaned. But if the cleaning has not happened from the soul.
Then very soon it will again reflect in the aura.
So other people can help us to release and clean.
But if we tell people to do it for us, that cannot happen.
Along with them cleaning the aura we need to clean the soul.
Other people can only help us with aura cleaning or mind cleaning.
But if they claim to clean it completely.
If we think we just have to sit in front of them and it will get completely cleansed, that will not happen.
It will happen for that duration.
It is like – a doctor will do the treatment, but I the patient am a part of the healing
We always need to see what our role and responsibility are.
Nobody else can clean our Energy field.
Somebody can only teach us how to do it.
And cleaning cannot happen in a day. It is a continuous, daily process.
So every day we need to release these things from the soul.
As it is written in this line – if we do not clean it, the past will influence the present.
There are so many things, which we carry from our past right up to our next birth.
It is not just the part of this lifetime into this lifetime. But past of this lifetime into the next lifetime.
So in the next lifetime we will not even be aware what is to be released from here.
In the next lifetime we will not even be aware of which anger of sadness to release.
But it will be here, held on to.
At least today we know what is to be done, so if we release at the burden will be less.
The burden will reduce, the aura gets cleaned the energy field becomes purer.
The body starts becoming healthy and our present relationships will become beautiful.
The line beautifully said – We are receiving the energy of love from somebody.
If there is a blockage in your Aura, your receiving reduces. Even in whatever you radiate, is mixed with the negative energy of the past that is held onto.
This is it.
Which is not good. Is like when we open a fridge, even if there are many fresh fruits, the stink of one stale fruit is stronger.
If you have a pale of milk which is not good. However much of fresh milk we pour on top of it
The fresh milk which got port will also get spoiled. And if you offer that milk to people, that is also spoiled milk. The problem is we are not even aware that it is spoiled.
That is why it’s very important to pick up this today – consciously release mistrust, anger, sadness and resentment.
And all those issues which are already resolved in our life.
As it is, whatever challenges we are facing in the present are already there.
But those are things which are not even there in our life today.
There is no problem in our life now, everything is going perfect.
But we need to release the past.
For which we have to sit in meditation every morning, create that personal meditation and say – I release, let it go, I am free.
I the soul am free from all the pain.
Otherwise we won’t even realise how things from the past will trouble us in future.
I met a lady who said so many people are working with her.
She said her relationship with all her colleagues is extremely beautiful.
She said she helps them and they help her. She motivates them. And then she shared a very beautiful thing.
That whenever they are about to quit that office or get another job offer.
Or if something else in their life requires that they quit the job.
She said even then she helps such people – telling them that it is for their good or for their marriage or for a better job prospect.
She said she helps them in every possible way but after doing all that
After everything is finalized, and when they either leave or are about to leave.
At that time she feels that person rejected her or left her alone.
So she is very confused about her emotions. She says – When I get so upset about it, then why am I even helping them?
She said she helps them first, she helps them find another job, basically she helps them with everything.
But when they are about to leave, she feels very bad.
She asked – Is this my attachment or why do I feel it is my personal failure?
She said – I know it very well that it is related to my past life.
She said when somebody is about to leave she can’t handle that pain, it is too painful.
She said such vibrations are created for a very long time.
And then she said now that she has the knowledge of how it works, she fears that these heavy vibrations of pain are reaching those people.
Earlier at least that fear was not there but now it is there.
Then we created a short commentary.
And said she has to do it every day – I am a divine soul. I am a pure soul. My every thought is full of love and respect for everyone.
I corporate, motivate and empower everyone.
When someone leaves, they still continue to love me.
They respect me.
They send me millions of blessings. I have a beautiful Karmic account with them.
Generally we don’t consciously create the vibrations which can heal us.
We only look at the wound, we feel the pain, we understand it but do not do anything to heal it.
We need to consciously create vibrations which heal.
Vibrations such as – I love that person, she also loves me and she respects me a lot.
Our karmic account is beautiful. Right now we are not working together but our relationship is beautiful.
This has to be done every morning.
5 times in the morning, 5 times at night, and 5 times whenever you remember it during the day.
When we keep on doing this, what happens to our thinking?
What is this vibration doing to the past wound, past thoughts which are often coming up and creating the pain?
It starts healing them.
They get positive thoughts from us.
It will not send vibrations that they have to take care.
We had a Karmic account of these many years and now it is completed. So you have moved ahead.
It is like we are travelling in a train and your station has arrived, so you will get off.
Most important it is not healing for the other person but needed for our own self.
Because we have the knowledge and are moving towards the next step.
Despite having all the knowledge, we were still in pain.
We have the knowledge that our Karmic account was only to be together for this long, and you had to leave.
You have no problem with me but you have a better job prospect.
All this knowledge is available, but our own past rejection.
That is why the line is so beautiful that if we do not release the past, it will project into the present.
Some people say – my mother wanted a son but I was born (daughter). So I always feel rejected and unwanted.
That is the vibration of rejection which she got from parents.
They even face rejection from other people like – friends, relatives and spouse.
So they are not able to heal that pain even today?
It could be from the past birth.
So it is deduction from the past birth plus the rejection the person is receiving in this birth.
What is there today is not really rejection, today the person is only having to go for a different job.
And that is why she helped them to get a new job.
But the old pain gets triggered with that.
She has the knowledge that today nobody is rejecting her. She is aware of that.
Have a very good relationship with me there only moving ahead in life in terms of their career.
The pain is because the past mistrust, resentment and rejection are not released.
That is the benefit of meditation because all the past wounds that are hurting us even now
We write the medicine for that wound.
And we ourselves give the vibrations every morning to that wound during meditation
And start healing that wound.
The knowledge will not heal it. But creating that frequency of vibrations through meditations will heal it.
We feel we have the knowledge that it is the past Karmic account, so it will all be fine. No, that cannot heal.
We have the knowledge.
